I don't know why I put myself through this annually, but looking back at old blog/journal entries makes me facepalm irl. (although in reality, I always expect to do this around my birthday, but I'm not an emo bear like I used to be *cough*highschool*cough*) It's always been a chore for me to seek out the old username/passwords though and even if I do find them, I suddenly remember that I would delete entries in an impulsive fit of passionate embarrassment. It's a shame though; my faulty memory is bound to work against me someday and everything will be lost and forgotten in history.
Blame this random urge to look this shit up while trying to find old pictures of myself floating around on the interwebs.
I still don't know if I'll regret not having more physical evidence/memories of those times. Probably not, since I'm used to starting fresh rather than clinging desperately onto the past. It would make an interesting story to tell the future children though (or perhaps the dullest story in existence-- "I woke up, went to school, got emo, went to sleep").
Only I would have these random thoughts at 5am in the morning.
Plus, I'm only here because I can't fit these thoughts on twitter. Hehehe.
(and maybe a lingering hope that someone jogs my memory of some old pictures/blogs that I had in the past... but if I can't remember it, I sure as hell doubt anyone else can)
Blame this random urge to look this shit up while trying to find old pictures of myself floating around on the interwebs.
I still don't know if I'll regret not having more physical evidence/memories of those times. Probably not, since I'm used to starting fresh rather than clinging desperately onto the past. It would make an interesting story to tell the future children though (or perhaps the dullest story in existence-- "I woke up, went to school, got emo, went to sleep").
Only I would have these random thoughts at 5am in the morning.
Plus, I'm only here because I can't fit these thoughts on twitter. Hehehe.
(and maybe a lingering hope that someone jogs my memory of some old pictures/blogs that I had in the past... but if I can't remember it, I sure as hell doubt anyone else can)
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