I don't know why I put myself through this annually, but looking back at old blog/journal entries makes me facepalm irl. (although in reality, I always expect to do this around my birthday, but I'm not an emo bear like I used to be *cough*highschool*cough*) It's always been a chore for me to seek out the old username/passwords though and even if I do find them, I suddenly remember that I would delete entries in an impulsive fit of passionate embarrassment. It's a shame though; my faulty memory is bound to work against me someday and everything will be lost and forgotten in history.

Blame this random urge to look this shit up while trying to find old pictures of myself floating around on the interwebs.

I still don't know if I'll regret not having more physical evidence/memories of those times. Probably not, since I'm used to starting fresh rather than clinging desperately onto the past. It would make an interesting story to tell the future children though (or perhaps the dullest story in existence-- "I woke up, went to school, got emo, went to sleep").

Only I would have these random thoughts at 5am in the morning.

Plus, I'm only here because I can't fit these thoughts on twitter. Hehehe.

(and maybe a lingering hope that someone jogs my memory of some old pictures/blogs that I had in the past... but if I can't remember it, I sure as hell doubt anyone else can)

It's been awhile since I posted on LJ so a quick rundown on life:

- twitter, because I'm a conformist and I update that far more than LJ (which I only use to lurk now!)
- Going to go see Josh in a week, yay.
- < INSERT REAL LIFE HERE >
- WoW is still stupid and addicting, even though I'm taking an lolcasual break for now.

Yeah... I got nothing.

My only resolution for 2009 is to get a new bed.

Or sleep in any bed other than mine. (*winkwink*)

Goddamn, my bed is uncomfortable.

Happy holidays to everyone, even though it was a relatively low key Christmas this year but it was thoroughly enjoyable (for once!). Lack of money forced me to be somewhat creative this year in terms of gifts, so I decided to make a baaaaangin' banana nut bread. Sarah's gone domestic, wut.

Life's actually been decent, despite my lack of resources lately.

Perhaps one of my resolutions, aside from having to work off turkey and a whole bunch of chick-fil-a nuggets, should be for me to be less deliberately vague about everything.

Met my 16 year old half-sister for the first time today.

Meeting my father for the first time in my life tomorrow night. Possibly my half-brother as well, who is only a couple months younger than I am.

Yay for awkwardness!

Also, sunburned lips is not a pleasant sensation at all. Goddamn.

brb hawaii

Still making preparations for the Hawaii trip. God, why are plane tickets so expensive? So much fail!

Mmm, fall TV. How awesome was Heroes? Srsly.

I'm actually posting a Sims legacy on LJ. I'm crazysauce like that.

WoW, blah blah. 60 priest, 60 shaman, 70 druid.

Josh is talking about getting a place up here. Nom nom nom.

What a rambly post. :| Also, I'm in a ignant rap mood again, need recommendations prz.

I had this brilliant idea after I played a little more Sims 2: Apartment Life today. Commence a cracktastic 15 minutes of fun, cheating, and ~*~SPARKLES~*~. (and if you haven't gotten it by now, yes, this includes some Twilight shit)

( LOTS OF BURNING AND SPARKLING )

That was pretty fun :D I'm still exploring some of the new stuff that came with the EP. The apartment aspect got old pretty quick, but then again, my Sim decided to have two sets of twins and well, it's pretty impossible to expand in an apartment. >_<

That and my computer's been lagging to shit lately. Perhaps I should restart it one of these days, haha. :|

Got Apartment Life for The Sims 2 :] Haven't installed it yet since I have to take out my ginormous Downloads folder (it's approaching 3gigs now) and find updated hacks/mods and stuff. I was mostly prompted to get it when the InSim and ACR got updated and that's really all I need. :) Now I just need to find a cleaned-up template of the new neighborhood and I'm good to go! I've got several ideas that have been consuming my thoughts for days and although I'd like to actually try posting a story AND a commentary legacy, I know it just won't happen due to massive time constraints. >_<

Meh, I won't be able to play much due to massive cleaning around the house, not to mention the whole Hawaii trip preparation. Siiigh.

Guess that strikes out the whole WoW raiding business before the expansion comes out as well. Sighx2. The top guild on my server is looking for ret paladins, I think. Not too sure, but it's not everyday a top guild is looking for a rare, niche-role spec that's actually geared and experienced so :O They're hardcore though, I think, 5 days a week raiding schedule from 7-12pm EST. Oy.

I did get 3 more level 60s though. Hah. I'm such a nerd.

Now to end my geek talk, I'm gonna try some new year's resolutions earlier than usual. I hope these resolutions will turn into fulfilled goals which will turn (hopefully) into good, healthy habits. Communication and discipline is key! Former's easy; latter, not so much. I want to be a better everything and I want it to stick but I'm definitely not the best person when it comes to commitment.

I wish life could throw me some lemons so I can make some very sugary lemonade.